in Cairns

been to Cairns for over a month, worked once in a restaurant which the name is 'la porto'. People who are working in the place are from all over the world like Italy, czech, Korea, Ireland,  and brazil, so on. When I just started work there I was so excited, and happy. But, it went wrong. At the end of the day, I couldn't even stand anymore. I could feel like slave, or I am just nothing, there is no point to keep improving English, so on. Just wanted to quit the job. Hospitality is not good for me any longer or something. But, I now thing that was just excuse after all. I came to Australia for earning big money to step to next stage. But, when I was in the country side. I was getting fed up with it. And I couldn't contral my mind well. So, at the time at the end, I decided my mind to leave the place for focusing to improving English and trying to get a calm like confidence. But it was also one of my excuses at all nothing else. But whatsoever past is just past and I cannot change that so I can get some advice from them but have to focuse to forward at all.

Anyway, durning the time in Cairns,  I did woofing for 3 weeks, kitchen hand for 3 weeks, skydive, scuba dive, rafting, sold my car for $500, made some friends, Moon and Alience, etc

Now I'm on my way to Alice Springs, I don't know what will happen in the future during the time in Australia, but I do know I will go forward unless afraid from my decision whatever I chose.

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